Color Games

Skull Session Jounal - Entry 1
3/7/2020 - 12:01 AM

It’s a good idea to start a new journal with all that’s been happening. I can’t believe that HE actually wants to listen! What a nice surprise! Who would have thought that my tactics would help Mr. Axel and Mr. Slater improve so much? The potential is there for everyone it just has to be UNLOCKED.

This whole move to the BLUE team and their demand for change… it’s been disheartening to say the least. My old tactics were ignored entirely even after being asked to revive them. I went though SO MUCH change to get the level of success that I achieved on the PURPLE show. I completely let go of my desire to help others and coveted my knowledge for myself. The crazy thing is that it worked. I wasn’t taken seriously there until I held that piece of leather and chrome in my hands and it belonged to me. Only then would everyone else listen. They had to. Then it was gone and I was back to being surrounded by deaf ears until right now.

I finally have an opening, a chance to do some real good and make them all see! I know HE wants to be better, and I know that I can make that happen. I’ve been a coach in some capacity at this thing since my second year at the academy. We always paid it forward to the next class. So many who have come through there have moved on to find success. Taking a more “hands-on” approach has to be my next step!

I see the weakness. I know I am better. I want to win so desperately. I must win. Then everyone will see the difference I can make. - D